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Still not feeling tops but I have a great protocol now that can cut this thing in half. Absolutely no caffeine, especially not soda. Take the pills. Medicinal tea. Green vegetables. Red meat. Me and the red meat... I'm like one of those cliches of people who are turning into werewolves. I'm drawn to the scent (thank you, super sensitive sense of smell that is part of the monthly package). When I did the cooking class, we had to, as a group, cut up like forty pounds of raw steaks. I almost passed out and had to be allowed to go home early.

I tried going vegetarian. It didn't take.

But if I take care of myself, I should be fine for Readercon this weekend.

Tomorrow I have to be able to do all the things I didn't do today or yesterday. Today I sat on the couch and wrote 5,000 words instead.

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stupid hormones. spent all afternoon crying about the fic I wrote.